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I AM DAMN SCREWED FOR TMR'S PAPER. ARGH. SHIT. I DONCH UNDERSTAND STUPID CIRCUITS AND EFIELD.
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i seriously think i'm going to get retained. my brain's super tired now. damn messy. i need to file my thoughts and shelve them.
have never studied for so many hours straight before. not sure how i did it either but in any case i've gone mad doing the purple book. hardly touched waves cos i spent too much time on grav and coe and dc and efield. i dunno how i'm going to pass. why am i such a slow learner :( WHY.
CANNOT STUDY ALRD :"( TIRED. but how am i to sleep with BIG FAT "U"s FLOATING IN MY HEAD.
may the heavens bless me with ultra lucky spasms that will make me write down things that make sense tmr.
i am half dying for this to be over. but then again, when this is over, i have to face a lot of other things. i swear one of the first things i'm going to do is lose weight. such rapid weight gain is never good. i hate feeling like blubber and feeling so unfit. i'm going to get a new pair of running shoes cos my old ones are worn out :( and then i am going to run until they wear out. and get rid of the rust that has formed on my bike (it is REALLY rusty and dusty i have not touched it for a month). and i'm going to chlorinate myself. i'm so slow now i'm not sure if doing all that still gives the same kicks it used to.
future looks bleak. i really think i'm going to get retained. but what's more painful is that i really did try hard. so that leaves me with the conclusion that my intellectual level is too low. can someone just employ me as their secretary. i'll file and organise for you. just don't make me calculate voltages and potentials and look at potential dividers and jockeys and omg i'm going to fail.
AGHHHHHHHh. WHAT WAS I DOING IN SECONDARY SCH. why like that :(